DAYS ARE moving SO FASt...
NO TIME..............
HMM....cant blif hw fast time passes.....
i mean...it feels like jz yesterday i entered da scul as a form3 student...
suddenly, im in da path 2 b a form4 student.....
LiFe GoEs On.....
WeN Da GoInG GeTs ToUgH.....
dA ToUgH GeTs goIn...
im gonA mis ery single moment i spent dis year.......im gona mis da cniors..luv dem so much..cant imagine walkin into scul n not seeing da smiling face of CHRISTY, da cute face of CHIN, da aneroxic MINAL, ANU who hits me all da time, IVORY who wil never fail 2 tel hi 2 me, ELLA who is practically afraid of me...and many more...these ppl made me appreciate ma life in scul..most importantly..i appreciate dem all....
I LUV U GUYS...N DATS WAT MATTERS DA MOST!!!!!!!
TC GUYS...life wtout u al r gona b harder den ever...bt life as 2 go on...nways..gud luck 4 ur examzz...njoy ur life..n im gona miss u guys so..so..so..so..freeeeking damn much!!!!!!!!
MUAXXX!!!!!!!!!
LOVE YA!!!!!!!!
GONA MISS YA!!!!!!!!!
TC!!!!!!!!!
DUN EVER 4GET ME.....I NOE ITS IMPOSSIBLE...HAHAX....
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
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Thursday, October 15, 2009
today was ok i guess...
v did dis fail tegak thingy wic was boring 4 ppl hu din do it..bt 4 ppl like me hu had a great grup n wonderful ppl workin together 2 finish it up..it was fun..
ma grup did bout h1n1...wic was da best topic we cn find..haha....eryone were helpin each other..like if i found an article dat cn help otehr grups , we go n gif dem, n so do they..SATU MALAYSIA!!!hehee..
at last v managed 2 finish it n pass it up on time..
fingers crossed dat v win...
hehe
FIRST day AFTER pmr...
*jeng jeng jeng*
haha..today was woohoo!!!hahaha..actually it was damn boring bt i kept on saying 2 ma self..its k..at least pmr is OVER!!!!!!..i shud reli stop sayin it..hehhee..nyway, today we memulangkan buku teks...haa...n whoever din pulangkan wil kena denda..duh..den v discussed our activities..n bla..bla..bla...n miss lee started putting ppl in charge 4 all da activities..so dat ma class wins all da competitions..bahahahhaaa..
im gona enter lika kazillion activities..ok dats exaggeration..m enterin bola jarin, cheer thingy, drama n TARIAN!!!!nooo way...im nt gona cum scul on dat day...*evil laugh*...
den i was chosen 2 b da price in da darama n ma 'sweet heart' will b karen..hahahhahaa..wonder hws dats gona work..
k..
kakakakakakaka...
haf no idea y i jz did dat.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
The end of pmr is da beginning of fun!!!!!!
WOOHHOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
IM TERRIBLY HAPPY!!!!
jz in case no one noticed....PMR IS OVER!!!!!!!!!
woohooo!!!!
im runnin around tellin all da seniors dat pmr is over(pissed dem off)..MUAHAHHAHAHAAH..u cant balme me im naturally evil...*evil laugh* f
dun wori guys..u guys had ur turn n nw its ours..bt i'll make sure i cum n wish ya'll lots n lots of gooD luck jz like hw u guys wished me...woohoo!!! SEHATI SEJIWA...
so back 2 pmr....I N MA FRENS R BORN 2 PLAY..sumtimes v cnt blif v r even prefect....
v do so many crazy stuffz..n dis year is da best..wif our seniors doin crazy stuffz along wif us..buhahahhaa..LIFE IS CRAZY..LIVE WITH IT..hehehhe..
i cant wait 4 da after pmr activities 2 start...since its all planed by form 3 prefectz..ahemm.ahemm..
so 2 all form 3s..dis is a checklist that i personaly prepared*blewwkk*
- cum scul eryday!!cuz its gona b deadly fun!!
- make sure dun throw ur pmr books YET..u cn sell it 2 PAPER LAMA.more environment frenly...
- never stop talkin until da teachers literally SCREAM AT U..
- dun check ur ans 4 pmr..its over k.n there's nothin u cn do about it nw..u shud haf thought of it at da begginin of da year..wakakkaa
- cum 4 all da activities planned n join in da fun..
- dun bully da seniors..pity dem..
- live life 2 da fullest
- enjoy dis year b4 v step into da so called "honeymoon year"(form 4)
- read dis blog n keep it in mind k..
MOST IMPORTANTLY...HAVE FUN!!!!!!!
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Everything Happens For a Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.
You never know who these people may be; your roommate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to you and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart.
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of the soul.
Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smooth paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet who affect your life and successes and downfalls you experience, they are the ones who create who you are. Even the bad experience can be learned from... Those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart... forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them.
Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen, let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. You can make of your life anything you wish. Create your own life and then go out and live it.
I wish you all the best in your endeavors as well as struggles in life. Have a fighting spirit and never hesitate to get back in the struggle!
This really made me think..
Twenty years ago, I drove a cab for a living. It was a cowboy's life, a life for someone who wanted no boss. What I didn't realize was that it was also a ministry. Because I drove the night shift, my cab became a moving confessional. Passengers climbed in, sat behind me in total anonymity, and told me about their lives. I encountered people whose lives amazed me, ennobled me, made me laugh and weep. But none touched me more than a woman I picked up late one August night. I was responding to a call from a small brick fourplex in a quiet part of town. I assumed I was being sent to pick up some partiers,or someone who had just had a fight with a lover, or a worker heading to an early shift at some factory for the industrial part of town. When I arrived at 2:30 a.m., the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, then drive away. But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. "Just a minute," answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 80s stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets. There were no clocks on the walls, no knickknacks or utensils on the counters. In the corner was a cardboard box filled with photos and glassware. "Would you carry my bag out to the car?" she said. I took the suitcase to the cab, then returned to assist the woman. She took my arm and we walked slowly toward the curb. She kept thanking me for my kindness. "It's nothing", I told her. "I just try to treat my passengers the way I would want my mother treated". "Oh, you're such a good boy", she said. When we got in the cab, she gave me and address, then asked, "Could you drive through downtown?" "It's not the shortest way," I answered quickly. "Oh, I don't mind," she said. "I'm in no hurry. I'm on my way to a hospice". I looked in the rearview mirror. Her eyes were glistening. "I don't have any family left," she continued. "The doctor says I don't have very long." I quietly reached over and shut off the meter. "What route would you like me to take?" I asked. For the next two hours, we drove through the city. She showed me the building where she had once worked as an elevator operator. We drove through the neighborhood where she and her husband had lived when they were newlyweds. She had me pull up in front of a furniture warehouse that had once been a ballroom where she had gone dancing as a girl. Sometimes she'd ask me to slow in front of a particular building or corner and would sit staring into the darkness, saying nothing. As the first hint of sun was creasing the horizon, she suddenly said, "I'm tired. Let's go now." We drove in silence to the address she had given me. It was a low building, like a small convalescent home, with a driveway that passed under a portico. Two orderlies came out to the cab as soon as we pulled up. They were solicitous and intent, watching her every move. They must have been expecting her. I opened the trunk and took the small suitcase to the door. The woman was already seated in a wheelchair. "How much do I owe you?" she asked, reaching into her purse."Nothing," I said. "You have to make a living," she answered. "There are other passengers," I responded. Almost without thinking, I bent and gave her a hug. She held onto me tightly. "You gave an old woman a little moment of joy," she said. "Thank you." I squeezed her hand, then walked into the dim morning light. Behind me, a door shut. It was the sound of the closing of a life. I didn't pick up any more passengers that shift. I drove aimlessly, lost in thought. For the rest of that day, I could hardly talk. What if that woman had gotten an angry driver, or one who was impatient to end his shift? What if I had refused to take the run, or had honked once, then driven away? On a quick review, I don't think that I have done anything more important in my life. We're conditioned to think that our lives revolve around great moments. But great moments often catch us unaware--beautifully wrapped in what others may consider a small one. PEOPLE MAY NOT REMEMBER EXACTLY WHAT YOU DID, OR WHAT YOU SAID, BUT THEY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HOW YOU MADE THEM FEEL.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
InSpIrAtIoNaL qUoTeS
What is this life if, full of care, We have no time to stand and stare?
Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood.
My momma always said life was like a box of chocolates…you never know what you're gonna get.
Just living is not enough. One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower.
When you're chewing on life's gristleDon't grumble, give a whistleAnd this'll help things turn out for the best...And...always look on the bright side of life...Always look on the light side of life.
The miracle is not to fly in the air, or to walk on the water, but to walk on the earth.
In the book of life, the answers aren't in the back.
If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you.
Listen to your heart. Even though it's on the left side, it's always right
Life is about trusting your feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories, learning from the past, and realizing people change
Thursday, July 23, 2009
WHY IS DIS HAPPENIN 2 ME!!!!
i haf 2 noe why am i acting so strangely.ma terrible attitude is hurtin da person whom i love a lot...if im doin wat im doin nw bcuz im upset dat person is nt talkin 2 me properly, wouldnt it b much worse if da person does nt talk 2 me 4eva.. n i noe i cnt live without talkin 2 her..itz juz impossible..so y am i doink dis..thank god she understands me..n thank god i understand her..n with her by ma side i noe i cn do anything i want n i'll love her 4 eva n eva...with god's grace hopefully i can over come da stupid problem im having..bt thank god i talked 2 her n made things clear..life wthout her is seroiusly living death..it is worse den death..i noe with love cumz pain bt y do i haf 2 love so much..bt one thing is unchangeable..i will love her now n 4 eva...
Monday, July 20, 2009
Ma wonderful F R I E N D S who i can trust ma life on..
N-nice
A-attractive
O-overly intelligent
M-mangkuk betul
I-independent
S-sweet sis
E-excellent
V-very smart
I-innocent
T-tender n loving
A-amazing
T-tender
H-helpful
I-incredible
S-scary
H-honeyish
A-akur pada kata-kata
N-never lie(yah rite)
T-the next malaysian top model
A-amazingly tall
L-loving
W-winner 4 running
I-intelligent
N-never give up
N-never trust her
A-alwayz luv toilet
N-nice
D-delightful
Y-you r ma fav twin
C-caring
A-angel
N-nandy's elder sis
D-devil
Y-you r ma fav twin
S-stupendous
S-surreal
H-'heart'is always pure
I-intelligent
V-very sensitive
A-attractive
R-rascalish
A-amazingly'tall'
N-nice
G-good sis
I-intelligent
F-funny
A-adorable
I-itchy hands
Q-queen of blurzz
A-attractive
H-honey buny
J-joyful
A-attarctive
N-naughty
A-amazing
N-never let nyone down
I-independent
K-karen carpenter
A-a lot of cuteness
R-rascal
E-energetic
N-never grows
MaKe LiFe wAt u wAnT It To bE
i love u!!!hahhax..love makes ppl sad n jealous bt in the end...its alwayz true love dat lasts 4 eva..im seriously nt feeling ma self lately..maybe itz bcuz of ma pmr which is cumin nearer n nearer..y god y?? hmm..other den dat.. ma life sucks 4 da time being..hopefully it gets better as time heals erything..sumtimes i wonder whethet life is really worth it..i look at ur smile n i noe it is..most of de time i wish i was sumone else bcuz dat other person is aving much better time den me..n she is enjoying her life..bt one day she came 2 me n said she wud luv 2 b me..cuz im wat she wants 2 b..dis is life,,we never apreciate wat v have instead we brood bout wat v dun haf..if u think ur parentz r bugging ur life..think dat at least u haf parents rite..there r so many orphans in dis cruel world n im sure each n ery one of dis orphans wud gif anything 2 get parents who nag them.so ppl..always rememba..god gave us nothin v wanted bt he gave us erything v needed..so, live ur life 2 da fullest n stop worrying bout nythin dats happening in ur life..LIFE IS HARD, TAKE IT EASY..
CHOIR COMPETITON!!!
tcs choir gurlz rocked da world wen v went 2 johor on da 1st,2nd n 3rd of july..
we enjoyed ourselves 2 da max there..
we got 2 live in luxury in a 4 bedroomed bungalow( airconditioned) hahax..
it was very fun..
best thing bout it was all of us really bonded n we realised dat v r one team n we came 2 johor 2 show ppl wat tcs gurlzz r made out of..n eventhough v din win *sobs*
v won da hearts of many ppl..eryone luv our one nite oni song n dat was da best of all..
christabel is da best conductress in da world n naomi is a winner 4 playing da piano..nt 4gettin gishan who all of us love alot..i luv all ma frenz n thanx 2 da scul 4 giving us dis olden oppurtunity..
ONE NIGHT ONLY..COME ON!!
im feeling unappreciated..
A Million Words
Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried.
When I Look At You My Heart Skips A Beat
But Later That Beat Could Mean
A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted
On Something I Knew I Could Never Have
My Heart Was Taken By You,
Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You
Of all the words of tongue or pen,
the saddest are those...
it might have been.
Who do you turn to when the only person
who can stop you from crying
is the one who is making you cry?
I understand that with loves comes pain,
but why did i have to love so much?
The worst feeling in the world is
giving all the love you have
and knowing it will never be returned.
Its hard to pretend you love
someone when you don't
but its harder to pretend that
you don't love someone when you really do.
Have you ever noticed that
the worst way to miss someone
is when they are right beside you
and you can never have them?
I'm afraid to love afraid to love so fast,
because every time I fall in love
it never seems to last.
There are times when
I cant decide whether to see you or not,
I want to see you because I miss you
but there are times when I dont want to see you
because everytime I do,
the fact that you dont see me
the way that I see you hurts me even more ...
The weirdest thing happened the other morning...
I woke up with tears in my eyes...
and one rolling down my cheek...
and I knew I must have been dreaming of you again!
love is all dat matters...
I was lonely and scared I asked god for an angel
and he sent me something even better he sent me you..
When I First Saw You
I Was Afraid To Talk To You,
When I First Talked To You
I Was Afraid To Like You,
When I First Liked You
I Was Afraid To Love You,
Now That I Love You
I'm Afraid To Lose You..
Without you,
I have nothing.
But with you,
I have everything.
Late at night when all the world is sleeping,
I stay up and think of you.
And I wish on a star,
that somewhere you are thinking of me too
Look into my eyes and hear what I'm not saying,
for my eyes speak louder than my voice ever will..
