WHY IS DIS HAPPENIN 2 ME!!!!

i haf 2 noe why am i acting so strangely.ma terrible attitude is hurtin da person whom i love a lot...if im doin wat im doin nw bcuz im upset dat person is nt talkin 2 me properly, wouldnt it b much worse if da person does nt talk 2 me 4eva.. n i noe i cnt live without talkin 2 her..itz juz impossible..so y am i doink dis..thank god she understands me..n thank god i understand her..n with her by ma side i noe i cn do anything i want n i'll love her 4 eva n eva...with god's grace hopefully i can over come da stupid problem im having..bt thank god i talked 2 her n made things clear..life wthout her is seroiusly living death..it is worse den death..i noe with love cumz pain bt y do i haf 2 love so much..bt one thing is unchangeable..i will love her now n 4 eva...