sakit hati....

GAAAAHHH!!!.....school is ending....im so depressed...thinkng bout next year...owh,so sad..spm...gosh!...how am i gona be able to handle it...and gona miss my seniors....SEVITA!!..huhuhu...wil cherish every moment i spent with you....aaaahhh.......feel so sad...hw am i gona go thru one more year/??....god bless....

bloggie....

dear blog...
im too lazy to update you...
sory for my sudden change of feelings towards you...we have to move on...im sorry....
yours truly,me...

its time i show my love to them....

jasso!..she n her wackyness. brings me along this crazy life..love yah gal!

sshiva...my sweet hunny bunch sugarplum.....the sweetest thng ever...cant imagine life wtout her...stay wif me ,babe..

sweetest sweet ever..she makes my world turn around...wtout her menopausyness,life is just not right..love ya lots,shawty!!

thishan-such a pink panties...haha...loves pink and i love her crappyness!!
tal-the only one(besides jasso who is still in the same class as me).....love her n her voice!!

naomi...my mommy...cares for me like no one else..love u very much,gal...



my frens have been there for me wen i need them most..i promise to do the same..its really hard to get frens like u guys...im sorry if i have hurt u guys...i definitely didnt mean it..love you guys very much...cross my heart n soul..

love makes life beautiful,..

yeap..yeap..love..love...beauty..beauty...
ok,i better stop repeating things...
found some nice pics...realy touching..haha..wtv..

weirdness takes over...

so...u see..i have been taking some real weird pics lately...of course with my handphone as i dont own some fancy nixon thingy...ahah...ya...so...i have no idea wat these pics mean..i mean is pure crap...yup,dats coming from me..huahuahuah...nyways..have posted it here to share my incredible crappyness with the world..enjoy n stay alive while u are at it...

my personal fav...

nonsense right...well,dat is definitely me...

sickk....

was so sick 2day...ended up not going school...im sure 4 rose gals missed me....right??..right???...haha....missing my life...cudnt meet her...sneezing while blogging while facebooking when im terribly sick is kinda weird...knowing that exam is in 2 weeks.yikes!...anyways,all izz well...and hopefuly aal will be wel...till then...signing off,with the malfunctioning brain..

XOXO

i love the person who makes my life...
i hope she wil be with me till the end...
love you very much...
till death do us apart..

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PN NORMAH..

yesterday we had pn normah's class...its our last class with her...and we had two men(nazir) sitting at the back,looking at us...haha...and..pn normah made me azfa hanani...i duno y in the world she did dat...so,i had to stand at the front n tell the synopsis of the story...oh god!..i even made the strict nazirs smile..=)...haha....den,english tyme..mr fong made me LORD SEPTIC??..wats up wif teachers...aiming me nie...isskk.... n he called me dippy(suposed 2 be dp).....haissh...mr fong...mr fong..till then.

love.....

love realy make my life...
love is something that is so pure

without love me n u..we r nothing...

love...

23/09/10

school was as normal as ever....haa...cracked my head doing admaths...din realise time passing and ended up not going recess..wasnt hungry anyway...heard that sevita went back coz was sick,,aahh,,,! pit her ....pity..pity ..pity...tc,sis!...get well soon...n then had choir audition...was kinda fun bulying da juniors...i hear the puji dan syukur song literally a hundred times..haha.....den went back la...was worried bout sevita though....called her...and made sure she was alright...god,pls give all my loved ones a happy n healthy life!..I NEED THEM VERY MUCH!!.......NOW,facebooking lah...haha..wat else to do??..ahhaha...dat reminds me...bio graph!...aahh!!.
bye...TaCa!!...

thishan!

thishan got her pink dress today!..after this, she wont torture our lives anymore...she literally begged us for a pink dress...bt of course that's not why we bought the dress la..we bought it coz we love her!!....hope fully she likes it la...if she doesnt..too bad!.hahaa....it was nice to see her reaction though....because first, we gave her this small KUCUMAYAM(talwin's word) dress...she was like,eerrr???...hahaa...den when we gave the real dress,she was definitely touched....aawww...so nice...haha...n we oso gave her pink stone stickers,pink bracelet,pink keychains(3 of them)...notice all the pink??..haha..she is such a pink panties!!..lol...
thishan..here are some pink stuffs 4 u!...haha
















HAHA...I HATE PINK!!..hee

y??

i really dont know why people try so hard to make me jealous...i mean come on la...everyone knows the truth...you can try as much as you want but guess wat?..the truth is unchangeable...do you see me making you jealous uh?..grrrr....y??..what i did to you?..is loving wrong??..many times you have done things to me, hurting me in the process..thank god because he gave me a strong heart...gah!...you make my life horible...you wil definately suffer for this..im not cursing..talking bout newton;s law...every action has a reaction...ok??...dont take my happiness from me...i only have one person who i care a lot about..you dont have to stop that...you can do whatever you want but dount mess with my life...leave my life to me...you deal with your own life...and dont take my life from me..if you know what i mean..god bless you with better attitude and values...and learn how to act ok??...aaah..

thanks 4 listening 2 my pengamukan..lol..

20/9/10

hahaaa.....school was super funny....english was damn fun...haha....i was da LORD SEPTIC...amira was CROUCH...it was hillarious....all 5 groups were awesomee...hehe....
then, mr fong asked 2 do a real drama...so, the cast is...

dheephikha- LORD SEPTIC...lol..
talwin-crouch(my SLIMY assistant)
noris @k@ dapur-ROSE...kononnya...
jayu-PERCY....haha..

will soon act out and wow everyone....yay!!!!!!1

tiil then!!

i love........
*messages from YOU..
*late night calls...
*texting till i cant open my eyes...haha
*missing you..
*loving you...
*your hugs...
*all those sweet quotes..
*indirect statements 2 me
*holding your hand..
*merajuking wif u..
*crying my hearts out...
*my bantal busuk..
*my hp..
*my sis..
*my fwens..
*JUST BEING WITH YOU...makes me smile....=)

hapiness is when im with u....

im loving my current life.....its awesome...great frens...a wonderful sis....aal izz well...literaly....HOPE IT STAYS THIS WAY!.

one thing 4 sure....nex year gona dread my life....aaaahh......tak nak!....
wish cn leave scul tis year itself....haha...dreams r just dream....

wooohoo!!!!!

YAY!!!!...damn proud of my class...love it so much!....

WE WON THE PATRIOTIC SONG COMPETITON!!...

keep it up guys..
aku amat bangga dengan class aku!!.......hhhhheeee....

2day, we buktikan 2 all dat we cn do anythin...hhee...

SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOO BORED!!!!!!!!!!!

EXAMS!!!!

hahahhax...
first exam of da year.....
one word...
SUCKED!!!

BM- nonsense...cant blif dat form5 exam was much more easier than form4 exam...crAzy rite!!

BI- ok la...kinda ok...

SEj- was awesomeee.........for da first time...

MOD MATHS- was ok....hahahaha

ADD MATHS- was HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

PHYSICS-was ok2..

bio- no idea wat i did!

chemistry- awesome..hahahahx

other all ok la..

worst was bm n add maths....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

had fun in sevita's hse...
damn nice bhajanz...
had 2 sing wif sore throat....
nw..suffering wif flu...
loved her mom's halwa...mmmmm....finger licking good...
mouth watering...
her mom laughed after hearing dat 4rm me..hahhaax...
no matter wer i go oso...sevita there means sure fun one...hahahha..
cant wait 4 scul on mon....hahha
duno y..jz cant wait..

wow...

scul is terrible...terrible i tell u...

cumone la...aiyo...i cnt take scul anymore....!!!!!
i cant wait 2 end it off.....

nways..stress is ading up cz ma class has 2 present 4 bulan bahasa,...
LAME!!!!...seriously....

haisshhh...n had 2 put me in charge la...

GGGGGGGOOOOOOODDDDDD!!!!!!!!1

wat 2 do??

imagine if ur like totally stressed out..bloody tensioning n etc...wat wud u do...
if u haf no one 2 talk 2...
if u feel ur frenz r bailing on u..
i duno wat am i gona do..
jz leave it 2 god..
as i posted on fb...
*mind is in a haywire**heart broken momentarily**whole body disfunctional*...wat 2 do??? time heals erything...

its kinda true..time does heal erything...sooner or after once da scul's open, im gona act like nothing's wrong...rite?? yes..of course...n doing dis,im wishing dat things wud change..at least a little bit so dat da smile on ma face is nt fake like it always has been...like it matters 2 anyone...no one cares...boohoo!!..wateva...da person i love a lot oso dun seem 2 care bout me..so i dun care bout hu care bout me or nt..haha...dats me..da master in hiding ma true emotions....i show u ma emotions if i want u 2 realise dem cz u never seem 2 understand me gud enuf 2 noe ma true feelingzz...


oh, wat da hell??..im done wif ma suckish life...dreading 2 finish it off...eerrrr....

nope...not done..

ok...
on friday...i said 2 ma self..."2mrw muz finish at least half of ma homework"...THE END!!

on saturday'"aiyo...2day very tired la...2mrw muz do all da homework"...*wondering*

on sunday"4get it..i'll start 2mrw..."

i really hope dat this wun go on..or i wun sleep on da21st of feb cz i'll b 2 busy doin ma homework!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD!!! SAVE 4 ROSE GURLZ SOULS!!!!!!!!!!.....

AGAIN....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

NOTE 2 SELF- make sure do homework 2mrw...

ANOTHER NOTE 2 SELF- at least try 2 do da homework..boohoo!!

BuHaHaHa

i love 2 crap!!!!!!!

even this is a crap!!

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i dunno...anything..

aiyo...why la???...god!!...
these r da words cumin out of 4 rose students nw...
chinese new year holiday????
they shud change it 2 chinese newyear HOMEWORK DAY!!
cumone la..v noe v haf spm nex year....still doesnt mean dat u haf 2 do al da hw in da world!!
eeerrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAIPUSAM!!!

this year...thaisupam was awesome.....had loads of fun...wif ma family karen, nana, nani n etc....hmm...damn cekap bt leg ni painful..huhu...hu cares rite...ok..nw da oni thing is muz finish hw!!! if nt die on mon!!..hehee/..
TaCa!!

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life is jz...no words 2 say....

ps- i noe dis was lame...

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26/1/2010

26/1/10

2day scul was ok...
ma day started wif naomi playin her guitar...hahhaa..missed a whole period of pj..v din do much though...ma previous height(last year) was 171 cm..n nw suddenly.im 167 cm...aaaaaaaaaaah!!! hw cud sumone possibly grow shorter....dats like negative growth wic is nt supposed 2 happen until im 70+..errr...sumtinz wrong wif our scul's measuring thingy...

i wana tel bout chemistry 2day...ma teacher is pn.masanita...i noe..wen students hear her name they go"aaaaahhh!!!"...she looks strict bt she is damn nice .....n she said she prefers ma class den 4 daisy..hahhahhahaa....hehehhee..nway she is a very considered teacher n she talks 2 us like a fren...u cn ask dis 2 any of ma classmates....n wen she wants 2 scold sumone she saiys it wif her own way of sarcasm wic makes u realise ur mistake bt at da same time din hurt ur feelings...however dis oni happens during lesson time..assembly time u talk wen she talk..die la u...hahhahaha...


TaCa!!!

THE ENDLESS ROAD

i feel da journey of education never endss....

i mean it!!!!every day as in EVERYDAY..we haf da endless duty of studin....its either u do it or die...ok la..u wun die...hahaa..
u wil jz get terrible marks which is WORST DEN DYING!!!!if u ask me wat u do...id say..jz do wat ur supposed 2 do...i reali dun wna studi bt tel me wat choice do u haf???jz thought bout it...i think rite...even if our lives r crazy..dun pull a long face n make eryone around u sad2...u aredi sad dunla make others sad 2...smile wen u reli dun wan2 smile cz dat wil make others smile wic eventually will make u smile...hehehe...


did dis make u smile???heheheeif u r angry.....

all u haf 2 do is....

SMILE!!!!

!!!2010!!!

So.....this is it then....
form 4....
finally here....
ok la...haf 2 agree ...it is preety lousy..
kinda missin form 3..CANT BLIF I JZ SAID DAT!!!


FORM 4 YEAR IS A HONEYMOON YEAR.....BRING DA PERSON HU SAID DAT 2 ME!!!! I WANA GIF SUM!!!!ISK!!!!

SO....briefly..2 xplain bout ma sbjects rite nw...

bio-...oh boy,...wif da most CHARMING teacher u cud ever haf..bio is so much fun!!!! yah rite!!

physics- its better den da other subs...wen teacher asked"do ya'll noe wat is displacement??"...we all answered"yes!!"..den she asked"wat is da formula of displacement"...n we were like.."wait..wasnt she talkin bout da displacement method.as in da metod 2 find da volume of irregular objects..dat one where gt formula???"*scratchin head*...yup..so sesated...

chemistry- da teacher is fun...n i kinda like learnin it..hehhee....however..i dun like naphtalene(which is juz a scientific name 4 moth balls)...cum on la..hu cares bout its melting point freezin point...n v haf 2 do da report by ourself!!!..miss form 1,2 n 3..where da teacher gifz u all da ans n v get ful marks...wheeee!!!!..eryones happy....

add maths- GOD BLESS MA PITY SOUL....

nway...all dis cn b survived if...there ws less hw...i mean..teachers shud und u noe..v haf da sukan practice sumore..
hw 2 finish all in time..if v neva finish..dey marah us pulak...ahiuhuhuuhuh...
wateva la..
hahahahaa
haf ma close buds 2 make me happy!!!